Love, sex and interminable pop-culture references

Category: Recollections (Page 1 of 9)

ILB recalls moments from his past, vaguely related to love, sex, or whatever else

Slipslide Ride

“So… since you have that new boyfriend…”
“I wouldn’t really call him new, but yeah…?”

I would. As far as I was aware she had only ever had one boyfriend beforehand, and they had been together for yonks. Compared to a relationship that lasted over a couple of years and had continued apace, a few weeks still counted as “new” to me. Still, not my relationship, I guess.

“Have you been having sex in this heat?”
“Of course! I love having sex with him!”

I’d have to take her word for that. I didn’t know this guy and all I really had was a name. My mum walked into my room once immediately after she’d sent me his passport picture and said he was “grotesque”. I didn’t relay this back to her.

“Have you noticed,” I ploughed on, “that in this hot weather, with you sweating a lot already, and sex being a sweat-inducing activity by design, that it gets a bit… slippy…?”

And this is the question I’d been wanting to ask. Since our last big conversation – although we had been chatting on and off for a while – I’d started having sex. She had been doing so for a while and I was a bit of a newbie, so I was still discovering things. The last time I’d had sex, it had been in blistering heat and I’d been sliding all over the place. I had been wondering.

“lol,” she said, and then more fully, “Yes! I mean, it’s not exactly made it more difficult to have sex, is it? You just slide more if you’re moving back and forth, right? If he’s on top of me…”

I found this difficult to envision, so I stopped trying.

“…he slides back and forth quite a lot, and we’re both quite big, so there’s a lot of movement there.”
“I was wondering. It’s been happening to me. Er, us. I mean, it’s sweat so it’s a bit gross, but…”
“I like sweat.”
“Okay, sure,” I amended. “I think it’s gross. But it’s a different sensation, so I was wondering if you’re finding it hard.”

I suddenly realised what I’d just said.

“I find it hard whenever we have sex, whether or not it’s hot and sweaty!” she replied, making the joke about a millisecond before I’d finished typing something to the same effect. At least I didn’t have to debase myself by indulging in such puerile filth. “In any case, appropriately given the subject, he just got home and I’m going to have sex with him now, so I’ll talk to you later?”
“Uhm, sure, enjoy your slippy slidey sex where everything’s hard,” I signed off smoothly.

The next time I had sex, I made sure there was a towel nearby.

K’nex

Recently I managed to reconnect with an old friend who I haven’t seen for years. Mostly business – I had some data I wanted to share with him – but, over time, the banter started up. I haven’t seen him for about a decade and it’s almost like we’ve never not been in touch.

Which makes me wonder what happened to everyone else.

Okay, I’m hyperbolising. Not everyone. I am well aware where most of my friends are (including, but not really counting, the ones who live ten to fifteen minutes away and thank you London Buses!). The ones I’ve been thinking about – wondering about – dreaming about, even. Those who have faded from view.

There are also those who I was friendly with, but wouldn’t really count as friends. There’s the girl who used to touch herself while talking to me on MSN. The one who would e-mail me after every blog post with compliments and hopes for the future. The SaLT who wanted my dick. Someone I was introduced to “because she’s a Christian as well, so you’ll like her”; she was open and easy with sharing her sexual escapades, and once told me

Beaver says:
theres this guy and hes askin me all sorts of things, like whether i prefer speed or depth and if ive ever taken it up the arse

ILB says:
And you’re just telling him?

Beaver says:
well he asked!

ILB says:
If I asked, would you tell me?

Beaver says:
lol

Beaver says:
speed

Beaver says:
and ive never taken it up the arse

Then there are those who has a profound effect on my sexual development. The friend I had who I told practically everything. The ex of a friend of an ex who wouldn’t stop talking about how horny she was. The acquaintance who not only had a crush on me, but also recommended porn for me to download. My colleague who had a thing for sex GIFs and hotel rooms. There are those, of course, who I did have sex with… and those who I didn’t.

All of the above are gone. The dearth of IM systems in favour of microblogging social networks is, I think, a major contribution to that,

[Side Note: IRC is still going strong. There are people I met on various IRC networks who I still talk to, but that depends on the network, and Real Life getting in the way. And, of course, people who vanish from IRC are often impossible to trace.]

which is a shame – no matter how much I like social networking. Can you even have these kind of conversations in meatspace? I’m sure I’ve overheard some stuff, but I do have to wonder how much of it is genuine memory, or just something I think I’ve heard once.

No matter. There aren’t likely to any very horny, very explicit women hitting me up on social media or messenger apps specifically to tell me the sort of stuff women used to hit me up on social media or messenger apps specifically to tell me. But it is nice, in a comforting sort of way, to connect with an old internet friend… even if it is all above board…

…and I won’t be touching myself while thinking about him…

intentionally.

Sail on, silver girl

“OK, your turn.”

I blinked, partially due to the bright sunlight, but also to conceal my surprise. I hadn’t really considered that I’d be expected to volunteer information. Having said that, all three younger people in the conversation had been up front and blasé about their “most embarrassing moments”. Since I turned 40, I’ve been feeling the age gap between me and my younger friends a little more.

It’s all a little more real.

Plus, I don’t have a most embarrassing moment. My entire life is a continuous series of embarrassing moments.

I cast around in my head for something that was:
a) embarrassing;
b) suitable for a mixed audience;
c) something that couldn’t be used against me;
d) amusing;
e) not too revealing.

“Okay, fine, I’ve got just one,” I lied smoothly instantly before one clicked into place. “When I was in secondary school, one of the bullies found out who my crush was, and shouted it out in the middle of a class. The whole school suddenly found out.”
Everyone in the group cringed.
“That’s one of the worst things I’ve ever heard,” one of them said.
“Yeah, well, they’re not called bullies for nothing, are they?” replied another.
“Right, that’s mine,” I said, mentally congratulating myself at picking something both embarrassing and inoffensive, and also safe in the knowledge that this was vague enough to be forgettable. They probably have forgotten about it, really.

But I’ll never forget about it and now I can’t stop thinking about how embarrassed I was, and how awkward her life was about to become.

Thanks a lot, memory.

Top Class Girls

“So this is Microsoft Publisher,” the IT teacher stated. “It’s important you need to learn this, because in the future, Publisher will be the thing everyone uses. It’s probably going to last forever!” (She cleared her throat and began to stride around the class as she continued.) “I’d like you to create a webpage using Publisher. You don’t need to know any HTML for this. Just design something about… (here she gesticulated vaguely) …our school.”

Einstein and I set to work first. Our design didn’t end up featured on the “good work” display, but then again, it wasn’t particularly interesting.

What did end up featured was something my bully produced with the title “Top Class Girls” in a bizarre font. It went on to explain that our school had “many young and beautifull [sic] girls” and, following a few pictures of several such girls, went on to categorise them into “Class A” and “Class B”.

I tried to point out that this was sexist, but our head of year, who laughed like a sheep, shrugged it off with something like, “ehh… the design’s quite good.” I also vaguely wondered what my bully’s girlfriend would think about being halfway down the “Class B” list. The Floof was actually quite pleased with being on it at all.

Will Schuester (Matthew Morrison) holding up a copy of the Glist from the "Glee" episode "Bad Reputation".
It wasn’t quite the same as this, but…

Right at the top of the “Class A” category – and in a slightly bigger font size than the rest – was someone named [here ILB casts around randomly for a female name] “Dani”. I didn’t know who she was; she hadn’t gone to my primary school and wasn’t in any of my classes, but she was clearly a known name. I did, of course, become acquainted with her soon afterwards, because she pinched my bum.

No, I don’t know why either. Bum-pinching had become the hot girls’ preferred way of communicating with me. It wasn’t something the staff would notice, especially when we were cramming into the assembly hall; they presumably also liked the squeal I let out and how high I’d jump in the air. I did occasionally wonder how my sexually-obsessed bully would have reacted had any girl pinched his bum.

But the images weren’t fun, so I stopped wondering.

They also weren’t keen on denying it, either. “You should recognise me,” Dani said at one point, “because I pinched your bum yesterday and you saw it was me.”
“You could have just said hello,” I pointed out.
“Nah, that’s no fun.”
“What, and my bum is?”
“…”
“…”
“…I mean… yes…?”

Einstein and I weren’t the only ones left off the board in favour of institutionalised sexism. Lightsinthesky’s design was left off too, although (as I pointed out) I didn’t think “METALLICA GENERALLY RULE” in huge black text was much of a design. Still, it would have been better content than “Top Class Girls”.

“Some of the girls on that one are really fit, though,” he said, because of course he did.
“I don’t know, really,” I admitted. “I don’t really talk to any of them, but I’ve met Dani, because she pinched my bum and…”
“DANI PINCHED YOUR BUM?!”
“Yes. Anyway, I turned around to see who it was and…”
“YOU WHAT? YOU’RE THE LUCKIEST GUY IN THE SCHOOL! ANYONE ELSE WOULD WANT DANI TO PINCH THEIR BUM! I’VE HAD DREAMS ABOUT THAT!”
“I actually felt a bit violated.”
“YOU IDIOT! USE THAT! HAVE YOU EVEN THOUGHT OF HOW [my bully’s name] WOULD REACT IF HE FOUND THAT OUT?”

I had, of course, thought about that, but I’m sure he’d find some way to weaponise having my arse grabbed by presumably the most beautiful girl in the school. I don’t quite know how. But he’d have found a way.

Years later, in the carefree sixth form days when everyone had kind of loosened up a bit and Dani had left the school, the Floof and a gaggle of the other girls made their own list of the boys. They’d put me in at number 10 initially, before bumping me down to 11 because they’d forgotten about Brad. He took my place and I was unceremoniously crossed off.

“How do you feel about that?” asked one of the other hot girls who had pinched my bum five years prior.
“Oh, I don’t know…” I said vaguely. “I guess that makes me Class B…”

And I’m still annoyed that nobody got the reference!

Psychedelic fuck

“I want a psychedelic fuck,” I said. Her e-mail address wasn’t quite that – the profanity was missing one letter and the word “psychedelic” was misspelled – but the meaning was clear enough.
“Me too,” she replied, and she left it at that. I dithered for a while; frankly, I had been expecting more. At the very least, confirmation of any fucks she had had herself – psychedelic or otherwise.
I’ve had sex,” I humblebragged. “It’s…”

At which point I wondered exactly how to describe what sex is in one sentence fragment. It wasn’t easy. Eighteen years of sex blogging later and I still can’t do it.

“It’s quite good,” I settled on.
“I don’t know, though,” she wheedled. “A friend of mine had sex and it hurt so much she never wants to do it again…”
“It shouldn’t hurt.”
“It was her first time, though.”
“It still shouldn’t hurt. It shouldn’t hurt any time. My first time was awkward, but it didn’t hurt.”
“I’m not sure,” she went on, “if I’ll ever be ready.”
“Even though we’re both about ready for a psychedelic fuck?” I couldn’t stop myself from saying. The sort of statement I would have put a smirk emoji after had emoji been a thing back then. :-p didn’t really convey the same message.
“Even though. I’ve got another thing I do,” she said. I could practically feel the accompanying blush through the screen.
“Oh? What’s that?”
“I’m downloading porn.”
“Oh,” I responded. “Yeah. That. So am I.”

Two years later…

“I don’t know what the sort of thing is,” she said, “but my boyfriend doesn’t really want to have sex with me when I want it.”
“You mean he’s not ready?”
“No, I mean, we have sex when he wants, but not when I want.”

Her boyfriend sounded like a bit of a dick. I never met him, but the pictures I saw looked scary.

“Your boyfriend sounds like a bit of a dick,” I said.
“He is,” she readily agreed, “but the sex is really good. It’s the best sex I’ve ever had.”
“I thought you said you weren’t ready for sex?”
“That was two years ago. I had sex about a week after that. You told me it shouldn’t hurt. It didn’t hurt. I like it now.”

My heart suddenly beat twice as fast. Did I have that sort of influence?

“Anyway, I want sex.”
“Yeah? Are you going to pounce on your boyfriend with the questionable morals but firm and unyielding penis?”
“Nah,” she demurred. “I’m downloading more porn.”
“Oh,” I responded. “Yeah. That.”

There was a notable pause.

“So am I,” I added, opening VLC as my halo lit up and began to spin.

Bar Bathroom

It’s 11:30 pm on my first day at university and I’m wanking feverishly in a stall in the toilets of the union bar. It’s club night and my fap fap fap is masked by the thump thump thump from just outside. I’ve never been clubbing before, but here, everybody does it.

That is not all everybody seems to be doing. The sexual energy from the heaving mass of sweaty bodies is electric. As it turns out later, not everyone was having sex with everyone else, but for the majority of us, this is the first day of freshers’ week which, sixth form told us, was specifically reserved for sex with someone new. In this very bar, on the dancefloor outside, I will have incidents where I don’t want to cheat, and those where I’ll fail to get laid. I just don’t know this yet.

Outside this bar bathroom, the milieu continues unabated. The freshers’ reps are all called things like RAUNCHY, PLAYMATE and KING SNAKE. It’s become common knowledge that GIANT does, in fact, have a rather small penis, but he’s been sleeping with half the freshers, which makes it okay. About an hour earlier I had been talking with a pretty blonde who then vanished from view. Her equally pretty best friend apologised on her behalf – she had a boyfriend – but that didn’t bother me, as I was just chatting.

I’d also come to university as someone in a long-term relationship. Engaged, actually. In the unlikely event that I did get any leads to be having the kind of wild and carefree sex I never ended up having, I wouldn’t be following them up on account of the fact that I was in a relaionship.

I am wanking in the toilet because I feel that, despite how out of place I seem to be, and how what is going on elsewhere doesn’t affect me, I deserve, on this very first night, my own sexual experience, so I’m giving it to myself, no matter how desperate or unclean or pathetic this all is. I’m going to have an orgasm here, tonight, and nobody else will know, and that will be mine. Just something that I can do.

Also, I’m horny.

I don’t yet know that the following three years will be an era of sexual self-discovery. That I will feel both the closest to and the furthest away from death than ever before, and that I will emerge from the whole experience having had no more sex, but aware of the sort I wanted to be having. I haven’t even been to a lecture yet.

There’s no way of knowing which way this is going.

I have my first orgasm of semi-independent life standing up, in a bar bathroom stall. Whatever happened next, nobody was going to take that away from me.

…and you’ll be oh so happy

It was another hot, but windy, afternoon in Denmark – the seventh out of seven days in which both sunbeams and breezes had been wrestling for dominance. Considering that, it was still very much summer. We were going home – not quite on our way, exactly, but very much aware that it was imminent. The pretty girl I had been flirting with all week was wearing a T-shirt that said “I ♡ my dad’s credit card.”

“I don’t think I’ll ever see you again,” I said mulishly.
“Oh no, we’ll see each other again,” she smiled warmly. We hugged for the last time.

I never did see her again.

The girl I had a crush on was sitting under an awning in the corner of the campsite, with a lit cigarette and strong cup of tea. The organisers had been very strict – both alcohol and “euphoria drugs” were banned. They had been more lenient with people enjoying the occasional fag, which I found slightly contradictory. Evidently, I couldn’t go anywhere near Leaf while this was happening, but I was close enough to hear what she was saying.

“You look really happy,” said one of our number – Beth, who had availed herself of Black Cat condoms with Marks earlier that week. “I mean, like, really happy.”

She had a fair point. The drugs may have been banned, but Leaf herself looked nothing short of euphoric. I described the look myself, at the time, as “blissed out”… although she always looked fairly heavenly to me, of course. The broad smile plastered on her face and curling steam from the mug framing her did nothing to taint the image I had. She looked, for all the world, in total bliss and nothing was going to stop that.

“Yeah,” she said, dreamily/sleepily. “Now all I need is some sex.”

At which point my crush took on a while new dimension. I knew, of course, that she had been having sex by that point – and it wasn’t going to be me, of course it wasn’t – but, a couple of years prior when I’d first met her, and started to become interested – she was, in her own words, “an innocent”. She was still a virgin when I kissed her a while later and, even though she was still the same person, the fact that she was now sexually active (and really quite good at it, by all accounts) had awoken something at the back of my brain.

I shouldn’t have let her get to me at all. Before I left for Denmark, I was absolutely sure that I was romantically fixated on one other specific person. I didn’t see Leaf often enough to have – or, at least, I thought I didn’t – an “official” crush, but the instant I saw her at the station, it all came rushing back. For the whole week I had been thinking of the friend I loved, the flirty girl I knew in the US, the pretty one on the camp who was more than happy to talk to me… and yet my eyes were only for Leaf.

But now she’d had sex. Were my fantasies now justified? For years I’d been dreaming of kissing her. I’d been friendly and shy and wrote a whole album’s worth of songs about her at one point.

What was she like in bed? Was she still sweet and smiley and funny, or did she switch and become a sexual dynamo? What did she look like, I asked myself, with no clothes on? As she smoked, did she do so after sex like they do in the movies, and would I have to excuse myself from the room if so?

And then I found myself feeling slightly sick that I’d even entertained such thoughts. I was a trusted friend, not a dirty lecher.

One year later

I’d managed to organise my thoughts. The pretty Danish girl was happy with a new boyfriend (who she has since married). My friend was now just a friend. I’d had my time at university, and after all that, I bumped into Leaf one more time, in the middle of a gig. It seemed appropriate.

My stomach did a little flip as we hugged, but we exchanged no more than that.

“You know she has a sort of boyfriend?” asked Beth over MSN.
“I didn’t know, but I’m not surprised,” I replied, truthfully. “She’s an attractive girl.”
“Yes, I know she is,” nodded Beth, “and you couldn’t keep your eyes off her, could you?”

I hadn’t realised that I’d been that obvious.

“I hadn’t realised that I’d been that obvious,” I replied. “What about you? Are you okay?”
“I am,” said Beth pleasantly. “I’ve just had a cup of tea and a fag. I’m feeling really happy. Blissed out.”
“Sounds like all you need is some sex,” I filled in.

She never thought to ask where I got that idea from. But she did have sex that night.

I got to sit in my room and cry about Leaf.

Teenage Dirtbag

I’ve got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby
Come with me Friday, don’t say maybe
I’m just a teenage dirtbag, baby, like you

“I don’t know the chords,” admitted Music Man, “but I’ll improvise. If I get the right key. Does anyone know the words?”
His eyes roamed over Lightsinthesky (who was parked behind the drum kit), Leigh (who was clutching a borrowed guitar), and Einstein (who nominally played the trumpet, but had never brought it to school, except for jazz band). I didn’t have my violin with me, but I was there, hanging posters.
“All right,” I said huffily, “I’ll sing it.”

Not taking GCSE music, very few of us should have been in the rehearsal room, but there was going to be nobody to stop us. Music Man was taking it, of course, and most of us were in jazz band. That would be our excuse, if we were ever asked. Nobody ever asked. It was a tiny rehearsal room, anyway; you could barely fit a band in there. Einstein was perched on a side table, due to the dearth of chairs.

“Her name is Noel. I have a dream about her…”

We may have all loved music, but Lightsinthesky had an ulterior motive: Leigh. Several years ago, when I was 13, I offhand said that if I was a teenager, I may need a girlfriend. Lightsinthesky made it his mission to find me one, and randomly selected Leigh (who I didn’t know), before deciding that he’d rather have her, and spent the rest of his school life trying to do just that. The fact that she was in such a close proximity to him in the rehearsal room was a genuine surprise. They even tried to start a band together at one point.

“What’s wrong with my life,” he said in an undertone as the bell rang, “is that Leigh isn’t shagging me senseless every lunchtime.”
“She just played Teenage Dirtbag with you,” I pointed out gamely. “Well, us. I mean, I was singing lead, but you were there hitting things, so…”
“But she’s so intensely shaggable and…”

I’d stopped listening by that point. Singing Teenage Dirtbag by virtue of the fact that I was the only one who knew all the words was an unexpected high point. I suddenly had a vision of the trailer for the upcoming series of my life, Year 11, in which I’d be turning sixteen and taking GCSEs. It would be of all the main characters rocking out in the rehearsal room, except I’d have a microphone this time, and I’d also be wearing my new glasses. I hadn’t ever worn glasses beforehand. This was a new thing for me.

It would be filmed from a bird’s-eye view in vibrant colour and I still regret never making it.

Two years later and we were back in the rehearsal room, accompanied once again by Leigh, plus the girl who had a crush on Music Man and Lightsinthesky, who had become a bassist, because apparently that’s how you get all the ladies. We had moved on from Wheatus by now, and Music Man was teaching us how to play RHCP. We did a fairly good Californication, as long as my guitar was turned down enough. Lightsinthesky got over his distate for pink and jeans as long as Leigh was wearing them.

I was having a much more interesting 17 than I had assumed my 16 would be. I’d be having my first kiss and, eventually, sex for the first time. I’d spend the first term of year 13 a lot more confident than my fractious year 12.

Somebody started playing Dammit by Blink-182 at one point, and everyone gradually joined in. I still didn’t have a mike, but I knew all the words.

“Well, I guess this is growing up,” I yelled over the racket, chancing a sideways look at Leigh, looking for all the world like she was living her best life…

…and beaming at me.

Sofa, so good

I didn’t know who J.D. Vance was until this morning, and now I almost wish I still didn’t.

Note the “almost”. I’m dismayed, but not surprised, that there are people that abhorrent still seeking office in 2024. What I am surprised by is how many people are taking about how JDV didn’t have sex with a sofa. I mean, of course he has. Look at his face and then tell me that man has never been caught in flagrante delicto with his nan’s favourite settee. It’s impossible to deny. I notice he hasn’t openly done so, which means he has something to hide.

Back in my late teens I used to get horny while watching Robot Wars. This wasn’t really a deliberate thing, nor am I particularly turned on by chrome; I just did once and it put the idea into my brain somehow. I’d go to Woodcraft just after Robot Wars finished, and since my main activity after Woodcraft was going home and crying, that was my Horny Time. I may have missed a bit of metal carnage now and then, but I was happy with that.

I’m not going to say the couch in the living room took the brunt of my horniness, but then I can’t say it didn’t play its part.

To my credit, though, unlike JDV I didn’t actually fuck the sofa. I’d have had to take my trousers off, and although in the end I always did, this usually happened after the show had finished… and often in my bedroom (where there wasn’t a piece of household furnishings to shag), or the bathroom. Back in these halcyon days, of course, I didn’t masturbate to orgasm, so I wouldn’t have left a stain…

…but I digress.

The invisible, intangible and completely fictional person my teenage self would have sex with – before Karolina, but after the “My Girl” I fantasised about at 14… I should write about her as well, at some point – could manifest in pretty much any room of the house, but it was easier to conjure her up in the lounge than anywhere else. Occasionally, of course, this would happen in my bedroom (what I charmingly referred to in my head as “sex fests” taking place on my bed, occasionally with the devil fellah). Sometimes the bathroom would be a better place to do it.

But it was easier, especially since I didn’t have to move that much, to just dry-hump the Chesterfield, using the pillows for support. Job done. I did, of course, run the risk of breaking it – it wasn’t the strongest in the world – but years later and I was having sex on it with the Seamstress, so it clearly survived that long.

So, although I wouldn’t say I had sex with my sofa, like JDV clearly has, I had sex on it, at least once with someone who wasn’t there; I may well have fucked my sofa, as a result: I was a seriously weird kid and did all sorts of odd things. This would just be one more thing to add to the list.

Won’t be doing anything on – or to – our new, inherited sofa, though. It may well be called a love seat… but that’s a compound noun… not an instruction!

Slap

I was on the way back from Manchester, and I was alone. I’d stopped off at… somewhere, I’m not entirely sure where… but the station was empty, for myself, an unassuming couple sitting on the bench, and a sleepy member of staff who looked as if he would rather be anywhere else, doing anything else.

I had used the combination disabled toilet / baby change, and to break up the tedium, I decided to spend the rest of my wait gaming in the customer lounge.

Said customer lounge was a large, sad, square room with uncomfortable wooden benches. I huffed my bag off my shoulders, fumbled for my Game Boy Advance, sat down gingerly, and was just about to push the power button when…

Slap.
“Unh.”

No, that was just my imagination. Let’s get back to Ice Climber.

Screenshot from "Ice Climber" (1985).
Ice Climber is a perfectly acceptable way to pass the time.

Slap.
“Aah!”

Okay, that was definitely real. I knew that sound, too. It was very familiar, and not just from porn (although that was, of course, the first place I’d heard it). I’d even made it a few times myself, despite never thinking I’d even get the chance.

But it was unmistakable, even without my prior knowledge. The telltale sound of flesh against flesh, skin meeting skin, pushing out the air between them and the very slight echo. Yeah. I knew what this was.

The only question was, where was it coming from?

Slap.
“Oh!”

Turned on, ashamed, I prowled around the room trying to puzzle out the mystery. A cursory glance around the platform outside and I noticed the lack of the couple on the bench. The sleepy guard was looking the other way… and there was no other activity.

Slap. Slap. Slap.
“Mmm… mmm… mmm!”

As the slaps and moans increased in terms of pitch, tempo and volume, I could definitely discern the direction they were coming from. The wall to my left. The wall, the thin brick wall, to my left. The wall separating my empty customer lounge and the disabled toilet / baby change.

The disabled toilet / baby change! That suddenly made perfect sense! I was the single boy perfectly content to sit and play Ice Climber; they were the horny couple deciding it would be a better use of their time to go and have sex in the disabled bathroom. (I mean, I don’t blame them; I’ve done that.)

How decadent. How risqué. How blatant. How…

how…

sexy.

I even managed to pinpoint, through a sound I’m not even going to try and transcribe, what may very well have been an orgasm. It was certainly, if not that, a finishing move.

I didn’t quite get around to playing much of Ice Climber, but I did get my train. In fact, when it arrived, the couple were back on their bench, looking for all the world like nothing untoward had happened. Cool as you please, they stepped gracefully into a carriage. I followed suit, and as they swanned away into the milieu of seats, I traced them with my eyes…

…and regarded them with nothing short of ardent worship.

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